The Whole Way Home: My Story of Returning to What’s Real

My story isn’t clean. It’s layered, wild, and unlikely, and that’s exactly where God does His best work.

For years, I was searching for healing, success, and identity, chasing every wellness trend, earning certifications, building businesses, and stepping into leadership roles that, on paper, looked powerful. But behind the scenes, I remained disconnected, spiritually dry, and unknowingly far from truth.

I spent many years living in San Diego, far from my family and the world I grew up in. My husband Adam and I walked through intense seasons there, and by God's grace, we endured. What looked like success on the outside carried its own set of hard lessons behind closed doors.

Even before that season, my childhood carried its own fractures. Around age three, I experienced the breaking of my family through divorce — and grew up watching instability, confusion, and spiritual questions swirl around me from an early age. There was betrayal around me, instability within relationships, and confusion growing within the culture at large, all of which would shape the questions I carried into adulthood.

In my early teens, I became deeply immersed in the rock, punk, hardcore, and Christian emo-core music scenes. My young adult years were spent in dark venues at hardcore shows, fully immersed in metal, screamo, and music saturated with demonic influence. What seemed like passion and belonging was often spiritual confusion and open doors to spiritual oppression, doors I didn’t even recognize at the time.

As I got older, that search for experience and belonging expanded even further. I was pulled into the world of deep house, techno, and underground rave culture, places that promised transcendence and freedom but were full of substances, counterfeit light, and spiritual fog. I even dabbled in DJing during that season, seeking creativity and release while unknowingly participating in realms that led me further from the truth I was so desperately hungry for.

At 24, I was diagnosed with narcolepsy. The solution offered was a lifetime of pharmaceuticals. But something deep inside me said no. That refusal led me to pursue nutrition, circadian rhythm healing, nervous system repair, and natural medicine, all of which ultimately restored my health long before I fully understood the Hand guiding me.

During those years, I built my first yoga studio, stepped deeply into the wellness industry, and entered spiritual spaces that blended Eastern practices, mysticism, and new age ideologies. I taught yoga and movement at a master level, built programs, led trainings, and operated inside what many would call the height of success in the wellness world.

Behind that world was a mix of both open doors and deeply compromised spaces. There was betrayal around me, spiritual compromise unfolding, and eventually, clear exposure of how much of that industry was not aligned with truth. In parallel, my personal life carried its own wildness, years in the hospitality industry taught me how to lead, serve, host, and survive. I worked nearly every role across 22 years, from bartending, waitressing, and event management to executive leadership in some of the most exclusive nightlife venues.

For a season, I served as AGM of Boudoir, one of San Diego’s most provocative nightclubs, built on novelty, seduction, and fully immersed in temptation culture. There were live dom performances, VIP circles, and high-end experiences that revealed how deeply this world sells distraction, illusion, and bondage under the guise of freedom. I partied hard, managed celebrities, walked in circles of wealth and influence, and yet, none of it satisfied.

Underneath all of it, I was still quietly searching for real peace, real truth, real identity.

By God’s mercy, He opened my eyes. He revealed the depth of the deception I had unknowingly agreed with, in my wellness practices, in the industries I served, and even in the spiritual practices I once called "light." He called me to lay down every counterfeit version of identity and healing, and to surrender everything to Christ.

Throughout this wild journey, God allowed me to encounter His beauty in unexpected ways. I’ve traveled the world, to Mexico, the Bahamas, the Dominican, Thailand, and all across the United States, witnessing how people live, love, worship, and cherish both creation and the Creator. I’ve come to see nature itself as God’s living love letter, filled with His order, design, and fractal perfection that reflect His hand in all things.

Alongside it all, God has revealed undeniable divine appointments through my marriage with Adam, patterns and confirmations that continue to show us the intricacy of God’s design in even the smallest details of our story. His ways are layered, intentional, and always precise.

From a young age, I’ve carried a sensitivity and connection with babies and animals, instinctively drawn to nurture, protect, and comfort them. Even when words couldn’t reach, God’s tenderness would often flow through that sensitivity, which now runs through the heart of everything I carry and create.

And while my extended family story is complex and marked by the confusion of the present world, I’ve seen firsthand how deeply our culture is wrestling with distorted identity, and how desperately we need truth. The world may confuse gender, sexuality, and family structure, but God’s design remains good, stable, and unchanging.

Today, my work is no longer built on trends or striving. It’s built on the true, steady, unshakeable foundation of God’s design.

I help people return to what’s real:

• The breath God designed to regulate your body

• The rhythms He established for your health

• The nervous system He wired for restoration

• The identity He authored over your life before you were even born

Through Spirit-led movement, Kingdom-based mentorship, biblical nutrition, herbal wisdom, nervous system support, and rhythm-based wellness, I guide those who are ready to leave counterfeit healing behind and step into holy timing.

This isn’t just about healing.
It’s about coming home, to your true form, your true source, and your God-given identity.

The path God has walked me through includes:

• Overcoming incurable diagnoses through God-led restoration

• Escaping new age deception and surrendering fully to Christ

• Building businesses in my own strength, then learning how to build under His authority

• Betrayal, grief, loss, spiritual warfare, and ultimately, joy, peace, and true anointing

• 12+ years as a master yoga and movement teacher (now fully redeemed and Spirit-led)

• Certified herbalist, wellness consultant, and doctoral student in holistic medicine

• Creator of Honey on The Rock™, Eden Body™, and True Form™

• Host of The Whole Way Home podcast

• Founder of Kingdom Legacy Mentorship™

• And above all: a daughter of God, fully sealed, restored, and assigned to build for His Kingdom.

Everything I build is meant to outlive me, because it was never about me to begin with.
It’s about the generations to come.
It’s about The Whole Way Home.

If you're ready to release striving and step into the steady grace of God’s order for your life, welcome. You’re home.